aaaaaahhhhhh, yes.

so i have been attuned to Reiki. it's such a subtle change i feel, but i definitely feel different. i feel like i can handle anything that comes my way. i feel balanced and centered. i know that this feeling may or may not be permanent, but at least i know what it feels like, so i can recognize better when i am not balanced or centered.

i am feeling so trusting in the good outcomes of things. i feel thankful knowing that i am now acting from a place of centered consciousness.

i don't even know what to write. i've changed so much since even a couple weeks ago. at that time i was chomping at the bit to get out of this town and go back to school. now i am so aware that staying where i am was the best choice for me, because i have really been able to settle into myself and my place in this world. i know that i can only go up from here, and that is a comforting thought. i am so willing and able to stay here and really solidify the centered feeling i have right now. then, when i go forth this summer and have amazing adventures all over the place, i will be able to do so from a place of balance and love and harmony. and when i go back to school, i will have so much wonderful knowledge and wisdom about myself under my belt, and i will be able to be a much better student than i could have been this semester!

i'm so thankful for everything that i have chosen in this lifetime. i have been so blessed to know amazing people and to experience incredible and beautiful things. and i am thankful for the awareness of my Being, which allows me to create and experience everything i can dream of.

love to everyone!